29/772005

wa...exactly 1 more month to my exam..but nvm..i finally master the E flat major Sixths n B flat major thirds..yeayea!!...but jus duno y i feel so difficult to play the slur bowing of the scales..zz..3 octaves to a bow...zz...my bow always finish with jus 3 or 4 notes left unplayed..haizz...but i believe practice makes perfect!!...haha...
today after my last lesson..bio lect..the lj teach** approach me..tell me all her crap...she say she feel humilated after the meet parents session..because i ask her alot qns abt bio n her teaching...den she say i shouldnt ask her these qns..cos my mother is there..zzz...wat crap..den say meet the parents session is only for parents to ask abt their childern behaviour..results all that in sch..zz..n tell me to phrase my qns more politely when asking her qns..wat crap again...
my comments:...
i think tat if she is able to answer my qns or defend her stand at the meet the parents session, she will not feel humilated..and it is because she CANT ANSWER!!...den keep saying she is a subordinate of mrs gay..canot ask her qns..or will make mrs gay think tat she has done something wrong..wat crap!!??...keep saying tat in this world tat u canot question ur boss..wat crap..humji say la..it is u tat give this kind of answer to me n my mother...den still say u feel humilated...tats ur problem..u brought it to urself!!..i dun give a damm!!...
den ask me to phrase my qns when asking her something...i think u r jus too sensitive...n i think i will not change my way of asking u qns...cos i will not ask u anything in the FUTURE!!..cos i doubt ur ability to answer any of my qns..n there r other better bio teachers out there!!..scared wat...got mrs gay n ms leo..they r better than u...!!!..i dun wan to talk abt this issue anymore..cos the problem dun lies with me...n it jus waste my time n energy...
i also feel better today after all the things happened yesterday..and also wan to thanks all friends who ask me abt my problems...thx thx...ii feel more relaxed..happier..and getting back to my usual self..and when i saw jin..i feel relieved...cos he help me solve 1 of my problems..haha...how to pay money for SYF photo without having to go for practice..hahah...so i skip choir again today..hahah...den HK keep calling me at 3..haha..i think is no one going..or not enuff ppl..haha...me jin drew kee richard justin..all absent..hahaa...haizz.....

28/7/2005

wa..today i duno y im so irritated..think im gonna under a lot of pressure..i've never in my life experienced this b4...early in the morning..chinese period..need to do a speech abt anything..i thought i dint tell mr henry low i wan to do..den i no need to do..but he got record one...den i n derrick no choice...but lucky we made it..i got my idea of the speech from him..he say abt his holiday in switzerland..den i say mine in china..haha...not bad..7.5/10..pass it..no need to present again...although im reluctant to do at 1st...but i finally did it...
after tat is PW..damm sian...suddenly need to do so many things..written report ..articles..EoM...think i gona break down soon..den still need to meet up do video diary..haizz...den jus cant decide a date...
after tat is maths..this is the most irritated maths tutorial i ever had...jus cant concentrate...i at that moment like forget everything abt functions..den trying to catch up wat mrs tay repeating on functions..but 'deys' n 'italy' jus keep talking n talking...keep playing...wat tutor la...cos mrs tay jus now say abt wat peer tutoring programme...zz...den i no choice..so at least copy the things on board..after lesson..i jus become so irritated by them..tat i gona wack them up...i also duno y i become so irritated..a feeling like wan to jump down from building..cos this 1st time i argue with frens..but i think they too much liao la..cos i haven learn anything den they keep li siao...last time topics easy..so anyhow...but now differentiation coming up..some more so much things to remember..zz...
some more cca all tat...choir n soccer..duno where to go...nordin ask me again yesterday...but heard from ppl soccer training is crazy...all that stories...think i gona go crazy in a few days time..
some more still got conflict with tat teach**..zz..but i dun wan give a dam abt that issue...zz..
hope ppl can forgive me la today if i happen to offend u all frens...
n i hope u frens have grown up liao la..play also must have limits...dun wan say too much liao...
just let things happen on its own la...

27/7/2005

TODAY is a very interesting and enriching day...no lessons today..cos going for the temasek seminar 2005..at SAFTI MI..OCS auditorium...first up is Minister of Defence Teo Chee Hien giving his speech followed by Dr Kishore. When they r talking, they keep cracking jokes..n its not like the minister whom we saw on TV speaking..haha..den during the refreshment period ...the place we having refreshment.is like..a hotel lobby lor..so big..haha...den the plates they used...is real ones lor..not paper plates...but only for the officers only..haha..after tat is the forum...wa..alot of qns...asked like 1 1/2 hrs..alot from hwa chong n victoria..wawa...i slept halfway..cos the qns not interesting..hah..after tat tour the whole SAFTI camp..den see the weapons..obstacles..den eat ration food..haha...a very interesting trip indeed..ahaha...somemore during this trip..saw scott ..ali n some 4e1 gals from hsc...haha..den stupid scott..see me in board the same bus dun call me..zz..after alighting den call me..haha..den start toking abt soccer...haha..
reaching home tat time saw tan running 2.4..haha...den i later come down n run..timing 11.24s..not bad..haha..
haizz...tmr see tat lj teach** again liao...zz..sibei sian...i jus came to a conculsion...teachers who cant explain the student's answers will tell the students tat they r rude in asking them qns...cos in this way..they will divert the attention away from them...haizz...cock rite...

24/7/2005

whaha...today just received my teacher sms..saying my grade 8 exam is on 29th August...wa..tats almost just 1 month away..n tat day is on a monday..tat means i may not be going to sch liao..haha...den yesterday exchange common tests papers with stewart..den tok like 1 hr..abt all things we can tok...from sch to exam results..haha..i haven start doing the papers ..but i noe they are also not tat easy...except maths for me..haha...n i also learnt that they had quite alot of topics covered in bio chem n maths...like 1 chapter for each subject ahead of tpjc..hmm...den he also say he has done his BIO SPA liao...but in tpjc...ms chan like dint even mention SPA...wa...im more worried liao..zz....he also tell me abt other haisians in MJ la...they like dun perform well in their common test...hope they can buck up la..haha..cos MJ famous for retaining ppl..haha..after that still have class gathering...watch movie at cineleisure n den go eat dinner at far east...the movie THE ISLAND quite nice ...abt clones...n something i remember mr njoo told 4e3 last time wat happen when u had a clone of urself?...is it gd??...all tat qns...haha..my memory not tat bad yea..haha...still can remember his words.haha...somemore after the movie...saw felix n edwina together in the front row..haha..duno we all watching the same movie..haha...also can see felix qiu has grown up liao..haha..hmmm...really need to practice more for my exams liao..hahah...pieces all OK liao...scales also OK liao...except playing 3 octaves to a bow one...zz...haha..not tat easy tat one....n den the double stops only...i am confident i will pass this grade 8!!...haha...sian...tmr monday liao...no more inter-fac soccer...cos got knocked out on friday...den duno wan to go back choir not...hmm...see 1st la...gd nite liao....haha..

21/7/2005

today actually nothing much to say..still the same..go home straight after school...after tat go class...den today my scales dint play so well..suddenly all forget...like not very sure..den play very slow..haiz...need practice liao...some more the double stops..the sixth n thirds..esp the thirds..difficult..wha...but i will master them..haha...tmr inter-fac last match..n playing the last match of the day..but hope it is not the last match of the tournament..if the score of the other two teams is higher than us..den i may not play keeper in the last match liao..cos we may jus play for fun..n den i can play striker liao..haha...skip choir again...but...duno wan to go choir next tue not...haizzz....tats all...need do some PW..n after today PW lect..i jus noe i had done too much unnecessary work for PW liao..nvm la...dint affect studies....

20/7/2005

Today is also fun, cos ppl keep talking abt me as keeper..zz..haha..flattered like wat...and somemore today..i saw hong yi n Mr Adrian Tan..when i n richard walk towards hong yi..richard tell him i wan to quit..but that time i haven decide on anything ma...den hongyi looks so shock..like wan to ask alot o f qns ..but tat time im going for lessons...den i jus tell him...''duno la..haven decide..''...haizz...den after talking to him and walking up the stairs..i saw Mr Tan..den i say' HI'..den he say must come for choir practices..waaaa...at that moment i duno wat to say..i just say OK OK...haizz...i told a lie...haizz...
i really wan to quit la..but jus dun feel like quiting..cos like betraying the choir n friends who r inside...but i really think practices are useless liao lor...with that SL...zz...n every prac i go i jus feel like its wasting time...sianzz...
however..the GP lesson im going for b4 seeing hongyi n mr tan..it is the noisest Gp class i think...shout n shout..haha...
n today i made a quick decision to participate in the OCIP..haha... without all the necessary details..the photo n O lvl results...but nvm..they still accepted it..haha..
soccer or choir??...hmmm...see 1st...analyse the current situation 1st....haizz..haizz..
alot ppl ask me go soccer...even friends from MJ..haha
haizz...thinking of choir ..i got nothing to say...cos im skipping fri prac again..haha..cos of soccer tournament..haha...tats all...

19/7/2005

Wheee...today so fun!!..Finally win a match in the inter-fac com!! a score of 2-1!!....n the unexpected thing is tat MR NORDIN..my PE teacher ask me whether to join his soccer team anot..n ask me to let go choir!!...haha..so happy to hear tat....wawa...flattered...haha..and the funny things is that the choir president is in the same PE class as me..and he heard wat Nordin say to me..lol..asking me to quit choir..haha..in front of him..i tat time lucky haven agree on anything..n i jus say...SEE FIRST..haha... somemore during the match, i save a shot by carticaay...den he later tell me the save was superb..and ask me AGAIN whether to join or not..haha..this also makes me think twice whether to continue with choir or not...haiz...A win give us a chance to qualify for the semis...but still needed some luck from other teams..haha..
n i really very happy on tat day...wheee...n i skip choir again...n from i noe too...some of my 'bass' friends also did the same...n thinking again...the choir now only have like abt 3 or 4 basses??...hahahaha...who cares....
hmmm...jus too happy today...haha...n tats all today...need to recuperate...haha..

18/7/2005

Today is a nice day actually, but duno y ms chan in the morning dampens our spirits liao..haha..keep saying she is not the one who set the paper n the problem dont lie on her.zz. BUt nvm,does not affect anyone..HAha..haha..
Hmm..den it comes to Mrs Gay lecture, and the DNA topic getting harder..haha...but nvm..got mrs gay..no problem..n her explanation is superb..tries all ways to help u understand..so gd...wonder if can change teacher..haizz...
den today got listening compre A lvl..haha..crap sia...the sch say 210 must be in the classroom to get ready..cos exam start at 230..so i n derick skip lunch to go for exam, n decide to eat after tat..since listening compre a while only..BUT!!...when the invigilator switch on radio FM 92.4, it say the paper start at 3PM!!..wawa...i immediately fall on table sleep 20 mins..stupid sia..canot do anything tat time..only ur PMCAS n no qns booklet..so jus sleep...n hunger jus creep in..
haizz...tmr play soccer again..gonna win the remaining 2 matches to qualify..n tmr i mus be on top form..cos playing against the most powerful team..carticay all tat..haha...like all malay..zz..but dun care la...jus play...if lose this match or draw..i gona play striker next match!!..hahahaha...ok..tats all for today

17/7/2005

now sunday liao...posting this at 1 am...haha
yesterday hands all ache....after the soccer....thanks to those soccer players..like siao one..ram so hard into me..n i gonna save them..wa sian...but canot blame la...last time i also shoot like tat...ahaha...now i noe how the keeper last time saves my ball feels like...haha...
sian....meet the parents...haha....the headlines is on ms chan...ahaha...tok until she canot answer...haha...song sia....shoot qns until she cant ans...her answer is that she is a subordinate and afraid to tok to MRS GAY...zz....wat crap....wat scared la....cock..where on earth go teachers like tat one...
den friday jin tell me he go choir....haha....but duno wat he do there...cos i soccer met chee kian den he say only 6 basses...haha..den J2 come back to teach...wa....pathetic sia...haha...
chee kian keeper also not bad huh...haha...

soccer ar soccer...i made blunders on tat day sia...play 2 matches some more...den rain somemore....make my whole body tired...even the lightest ball i cant dive n save...sian....i regret be keeper sia....SO i wan TO GO UPFRONT....but team no other keepers...sian sian sian....zz..n my boots on tat day got problem...too big....sian...if i can play barefoot...the ball will be burst by me...n its the 1st time i play soccer in boots...haha

15/7/2005

wa...soon going back to sch playing for 'UNDERDOGS A'...in INter-Fac Soccer...zz....
but haven see all the team members yet....wa....duno how to play later....haha...
today finally got a good n enriching BIO LESSON on DNA!!!....finally!!!....wahahha.....no more james watson...francis crick liao..zz...now is nucleotides ..nitrogenous bases liao..hahaha....
skipping choir practice again...haha...canot blame la...cos of soccer...haha...n i also dun wan waste ppl time in choir....jin drew siang not there....hai....
gona go socccer liao....wait for the resutls!!...wheeeeeeeeeeeee

14/7/2005

Wheeeeeee......jus created this blog...
today is quite a nice day actually...cos sch is jus like 1/2 a day...
cos of the 20th SC investiture....zz....1050 den start lesson....

den during bio lesson rite....it is damm boring lor....kan sian...cut wat paper..and make a shape of the DNA...zz...2 periods waste time cutting....den the bio teacher also duno how to teach one..regret getting this kind of teacher sia..ask her things...she duno....say keep in view....den scared of mrs gay...wat crap rite...zz........

i think i dun wan write too much now...haha...cos if im gonna write..im gonna fill the whole blog...haha...

den tmr got inter-fac soccer...haha....no need go CHOIR LIAO...hahah...choir KNS now...go=no go....useless...ineffective SL....a SC who is getting fedup soon..haha...n i pity inhuji....n if u gonna quit choir....i may follow u...haha....